Awesome Service!
Posted on: Sunday, June 21, 2009
Posted at: 10:22 PM
Today I felt so refreshed and so recharged after service. Its been such a long time since I felt that way. God totally broke me down today and I just enjoy weeping in the presence of God. The Father's Day Drama Production was totally awesome and heartwarming as well! Well, God is really moving in the Church and I feel that greater things have yet to come because there are so many upcoming and exciting stuffs that are going to happen! Zone services, prayer 365, overnight prayer meetings and etc.!
After service, headed down to California Fitness Gym at Orchard with Changhan and Kenny. We each had a personal trainer to our own. And yes, I was so out of shape that after the workout, I literally felt like throwing up and went blanked. My ears couldn't hear and my eyes couldn't see. But at least thank God I am fine. I'm still contemplating whether I want to sign up as a member at California Fitness Gym though. Hahas.
So my plans for next week?
1. Service my car
2. Shop and shop
3. Watch drama serials
4. Diana's friend's 21st birthday
5. KTV session
6. Prayer meeting
7. SOS bs
8. Guitar Lessons
9. Submit closure report and contract
Guess those are the plans so far. May add or subtract! Hahas.
Relieved. =D
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Posted at: 1:31 AM
Morning people! Yesterday I had a blast over at Benjamin's place. Although it was more like a fellowship session, but really, it was truly a blast for me to be able to share with a close brother. And he opened a bottle of
Ice Wine which costs 100+ for me. Gosh! hahs. Besides that, I picked up some skills about photography and he shared with me about his experiences and all. Really, it was a session which taught me alot about myself, inspired me to do something new and also allowed me to experience first-hand for myself what
Elixir Strings can do for a guitar! Hahs. Benjamin, if you're reading this, I just want to say thank you for being such a wonderful brother to me, a closed friend indeed!
Yesterday I went to Tampines and shop around as well. It was the first time in my life that I literally shopped for like 4 hours! And what's more, I felt that it wasn't really enough. Hahas. There are so many things I want to get during this
Great Singapore Sale. I so want to get a new watch, an
Iphone, a new shaver, a new belt, a classy pen and loads and loads of clothings! Hahas. The only thing I managed to get yesterday was an ear-ring and an extension cable for my earphones. Hahas.
Oh wells, I shall get moving to prepare myself for
Church service and to
California Fitness gym for a workout! =D
The End of A Beautiful Chapter
Posted on: Friday, June 12, 2009
Posted at: 10:10 PM
Its an irony that my previous post was something to be happy about, something to celebrate about, while this post signifies the end of that beautiful post of a 2 years 3 months relationship. It saddens my heart deeply and greatly to such an extent that I do not know how or what to feel anymore. I believe everyone who has gone through a break-up will know what I meant by needles that pierces the heart.
Over the last 2 years, my life was full of joy, so full of abundance. Sadly, all good times have to come to an end. I wished I was dreaming, I wished it had never even happened at all. But what's left is the reality that I have to face once again. I thought taking my life away was the best thing to do, but the very thought of losing my family and friends discourages me to do so.
Have I ever slipped into depression? Yes I have and I still am trying to overcome that period. Do I feel alone? Yes I do and its so hard to get over that feeling. What are my future plans? Well, I don't know, perhaps forget the past, letting it go, and moving on with my life as a normal ordinary person.
My attachment will being on 6 July at the Fullerton Hotel. Perhaps during this 1 year internship, it will be the duration of time for me to heal, for me to get restored again. Do I miss my past? Yes I do, because it leaves and imprints in me so huge an impression that I will never ever forget the longest relationship I ever have had.
Well, as I was walking along the Singapore River today, I noticed the City Skyline and this strange but yet beautiful thought came to me. How is it that people who don't know one another or who have yet to know one another, can come together as one and go on to become a couple? Its amazing I feel. Two unknown strangers coming together, letting one another into each other's lives and become an amazing item. I guess that is what love is all about.
I shan't bore anyone anymore. I will move on with life and settle myself in my own lonely world.
ps. I will be changing my contact details soon. Will inform closed and loved ones in due time. Loves.
