2nd Post for the Day
Posted on: Friday, December 28, 2007
Posted at: 7:51 PM
Alrights, here goes my 2nd post for the day. Things done today?
Well, i went to Comfort Driving Centre and opened up an account. On 3 Jan 2008, i will be beginning my first driving lesson with a new driving instructor and a new driving environment. I heard that Ubi is a very challenging place to drive but either way, i shall give it a try.
Then, i also went to look around for some part-time jobs that are flexible in their hours. As of now, i have emailed a few companies my resume and i hope that my emails will be responded and that i will be able to secure a part-time job by the start of next year.
I didn't got the chance to meet up with Zhen Zhao and Kenny because of the above that had happened.
Tomorrow is Thanksgiving Cell. I am really looking forward to it.
Plans for tomorrow? --> Well the job search is still ongoing until i land a job. Hahas. Anyone have any jobs to introduce to me? Location wise, preferable in town. Pay wise, i'm not that particular about it.
Ok then, shall blog till here!
Guitar
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Posted at: 11:59 AM
Hi Everyone,
Today is Friday the 28th of December. Plans for the day?
1. Book my driving practical test date. I am going to give it another shot. Having met up with my uncle yesterday afternoon. He kinda knocked some sense into me. I wanted to give up halfway because of financial commitments and the lack of time. This time round, i'm sponsored to learn and i am not going to give up. I will be more serious in learning and make sure that i pass my test the next round.
2. Head out to meet up with Zhen Zhao and Kenny to get some gifts.
3. Find a job in town. As i will be beginning my attachment on the 31st of December. It's time i find a job to earn some spare cash and lighten the loads of my parents and also be able to fulfill the building fund pledge that i have made.
Giving guitar lessons will be my passion still and will always be.
Yups. That's all for the day!
Praise the LORD and Praise Him FOREVERMORE!
Back From China
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Posted at: 12:00 AM
Hi Everyone,
i am finally back from China after a long break. It's been a great time in China and the weather there was really freezing cold. Had fun there and enjoyed myself. Beautiful scenery and great companions made the trip an unforgettable one.
I have yet to upload the photos into my computer, so once i am done with the uploading process, i perhaps might put it up for all to see. Too much things to elaborate about the trip so i guess the pictures shall do the job.
Yups. So that's all about my China trip.
Seriously speaking, i am really physically drained. Tired after such a long day. I haven't had a wink after arriving Singapore at 6am in the morning. I'm frustrated! I feel so emotionally drained as well.
I don't even have time for myself to reflect and think about life sometimes. When i really have time to do so, somehow or rather, this little time i have with myself will be taken away by what i call commitments.
Be it whether i'm showering, having a meal, reading a book, playing the guitar or listening to music, a call will come, my MSN messenger will nudge, my doorbell will ring, an email will be sent, sms will come. Tell me, where is the silence i need so much in my life just to ponder and think about life?
Yes, it's not all about me, myself and i. A relationship is one where two are joined together. It needs communication, trust, love, compassion, humility, courage and rest. But really, i don't feel the peacefulness in my soul and spirit. I feel as if i need to do so much just to keep relationships going. Communicate almost everyday. Meet up almost everyday. Ask the people around me, and most of them who are in a relationship will say that communicating and meeting up even 2 times a week is considered a luxury.
It's like a vicious cycle. Not that i don't wish to speak up. But everytime when i'm silent, i listen. I listen with intense to every words that is spoken. Problems, encouragements and answers will pour to my ears and i listen with intense. When i don't speak, it does not mean that i'm tired, bored, uninterested, or not listening. At times i am observing as well.
Sometimes, i asked myself these questions after communicating with others. I will ask myself, "Am i always the one talking during the conversation?", "How come he/she is so silent during the conversation?", "Did i talk a lot during the conversation?", "Was the conversation all about me, myself, and i?", "Did i know/learnt and gain a deeper understanding of that person after the conversation?". Of course somehow or rather, not all questions are pondered about all the time.
At times, we need to do a self check-up on ourselves and ask these questions, "Am i thinking too much?", "Why do i feel this way, is it because i lack the assurance and security?", "How can i solve my problems, who can i look to?"
I feel as if i'm chained like a prisoner. No, its not freedom that i seek. But rather, i seek peace and silence. Not all the time, but at times. Why? Because everyone and everything needs a time to rest, to heal, to recuperate, to repair, to fix and to strengthen.
I tried my every best effort to accomodate. To try and reassure. To care and to communicate. No matter what may come my way, i really gave in my best. My phone bill may go up. But still i try to communicate even when i'm away. My family may not be happy that i don't spend time with them, but still i try to meet up even when family dinners are so precious to me.
You asked, "Where am i in your heart?" I say, "Always have been right here always!"
I hope this answers the doubt.
Going China for the Next 10 Days.!
Posted on: Saturday, December 15, 2007
Posted at: 11:38 PM
Hi Everyone,
i am here to blog. Cellgroup meeting yesterday was really awesome. We really had lots of fun and enjoyed ourselves totally. Then today's meeting went on rather successful as well. I was in a rush to head down to HQ and settle some admin issues before the meeting started, and as a result, totally forgotten about my beret and camp pass.
But oh wells. Hahas. Overall the meeting ended well. And as for tomorrow, i will be heading off to China (North-Eastern Part) on a midnight fly with Air China. I will be away for 10 days and as a result, won't be around online unless i manage to get my hands on the internet over there.
Do pray for my family for journey mercy too! Thanks!
Alrights then, shall blog till here then.
Take Care Everyone! *tataZ*
1st Post..!
Posted on: Wednesday, December 12, 2007
Posted at: 7:18 PM
Hi Everyone!
This is my first post on this new URL. Why the change? Apparently my previous blog was deleted. I don't know how it got deleted and i don't wish to find out as well. So now that i got my new blog up and running, i guess its time to start posting new entries!
This week of mine is filled with exams. I have got 4 papers and i am done with 3 papers. One more last paper to go on Friday. I have got nothing on tomorrow, so will be heading for a movie with darls and after which, give guitar lessons.
Then on Friday, after my last paper, i would be heading home, get changed and then head down for cellgroup. This week we will be having an XMAS Party! Sounds really exciting. I'm kinda looking forward to it.
And on Saturday, i will be having a meeting with my district. Yups. I am stepping down from my position of District OIC and will be handing it over to my successor. Hearing updates about changes to the NCC stirs my heart up. I am really looking forward to the change and all.
Hopefully by then, i will still be able to commit for NCC because my school schedule often clashes with the events that is going on in HQ. Then on Sunday, i will be flying off to China for a 10-days holiday trip with my family.
Sadly, this is the first time i am not spending XMAS with my darls and also in church with my friends! But oh wells, there is still the thanksgiving to look forward to!
This December is definitely one of the best months i ever had. So many exciting stuffs to look forward to before the end of 2007 comes to a close. And yes, i will be starting my restuarant attachement @ Charocoal Restuarant (situated at the Treasury Building, beside Funan Mall) on the 31 December 2007 (New Year Eve)!
Hees! Alrights then, shall blog till here! NB: for those of you who wants me to link you on my blog, kindly do tag me on my tagboard ya. Thanks!