The End of A Beautiful Chapter
Posted on: Friday, June 12, 2009
Posted at: 10:10 PM
Its an irony that my previous post was something to be happy about, something to celebrate about, while this post signifies the end of that beautiful post of a 2 years 3 months relationship. It saddens my heart deeply and greatly to such an extent that I do not know how or what to feel anymore. I believe everyone who has gone through a break-up will know what I meant by needles that pierces the heart.
Over the last 2 years, my life was full of joy, so full of abundance. Sadly, all good times have to come to an end. I wished I was dreaming, I wished it had never even happened at all. But what's left is the reality that I have to face once again. I thought taking my life away was the best thing to do, but the very thought of losing my family and friends discourages me to do so.
Have I ever slipped into depression? Yes I have and I still am trying to overcome that period. Do I feel alone? Yes I do and its so hard to get over that feeling. What are my future plans? Well, I don't know, perhaps forget the past, letting it go, and moving on with my life as a normal ordinary person.
My attachment will being on 6 July at the Fullerton Hotel. Perhaps during this 1 year internship, it will be the duration of time for me to heal, for me to get restored again. Do I miss my past? Yes I do, because it leaves and imprints in me so huge an impression that I will never ever forget the longest relationship I ever have had.
Well, as I was walking along the Singapore River today, I noticed the City Skyline and this strange but yet beautiful thought came to me. How is it that people who don't know one another or who have yet to know one another, can come together as one and go on to become a couple? Its amazing I feel. Two unknown strangers coming together, letting one another into each other's lives and become an amazing item. I guess that is what love is all about.
I shan't bore anyone anymore. I will move on with life and settle myself in my own lonely world.
ps. I will be changing my contact details soon. Will inform closed and loved ones in due time. Loves.
